cause you know actually, i can move on. the only thing was that, IM SO IN LOVE WITH YOU and that was merely my problem, trynna forget you. i cried every night, but yet no one knows, and i dont wanna let anyone know. and how i wish, there's someone who really loves me more than i'd ever did.
cause i'm sick and tired of being one-sided kinda love all by myself.
and yes, it hurts me alot. even though he doesnt loves me like how i do, im just so stupid to give him hopes that we will be together when i myself is forgetting that he aint giving a shit about that.
Dear Diary, i love him but yet its too late.
my heart is still not open, cause it is still feeling so insecure. and yes, i need time.
changing attitude plus behaviour needs and does takes time.
INSYAALLAH, INSYAALLAH, INSYAALLAH, I'LL FIND THE WAY.
i have to endure the pain, like what majority says, and reality, endurance is a bliss.
for God sake, and for my upcoming best future ahead, i need to have faith in myself. confidence.
to endure all this pain, and move on with life. i am Strong. yes i am, and i know that.
COME ON EEQA, you can do it! (:
okay, like, tomorrow i'm working at isetan parkway at 12pm. OMG!
have to count stock at night, and the next day, i have to do PAPERWORK. goddamn it, ! haha.
Yayat is working permanent morning as he has probation. (:
then got two new staffs. for our goldlion, Bella Kimikisan and Noor.
both working afternoon shift. need them to help me fold all of the clothes and pants.
plus count stock, mati laa aku kalau buat keje sorang-sorang. banyak tau keje! tskkk~
lecak betol uh, haha! facebook-ing and formspring, TATAU NAK TIDO KEPE, EEQA?
hahahaha! boring, my bloggie got noo pictures, so they cant elaborate more stories throughout my life. how boringggggg ~ nevermind! will upload soon about ROBINSONS EXPO!
this is me and Kekel <3
this is me and Yayat (:
its me and Trish (:
okey laaa ~ till here then. im tired, my hands and fingers are cramp. huhu ^.^ will upload pichas soon! tatar (: goodnight.
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