me and Yayat, like seriously, doing all the stuffs like tidying up, and most of all, organising everything back everything in a nice and orderly manner. huhu ^_^
*mood rajin kiter hari ini hor. mudah-mudahan kekal eh ke-rajinan kite sampai 14feb eh?*
hahaha! aper mood tah kite, maklumlah~ dah kekurangan customers, so kene lah kan, buat-buat apape bende yang patot disusunkan. huhu ^.^
ohh well, today was quite a boring day. while at work, busy organising our things and stuffs.
theres a new staff, namely Noor. and he is quite nice, he did his job finely.
after Yayat went home, the funny part was, me Azlan and Noor, we were so OPEN-MINDED, and plus, we had a convo of such guys, like awesome and 'SEDAP' haha! no no, we weren't that sick..
we laughed and laughed till our stomach were bloated, till we coughed and coughed.
while we were having this kinda convo, we were doing some craft where we need to use these cardboards to make it into a gift box. Azlan and Noor made the small one, and i made the big ones. huhu ^_^
after finishing doing the gift box, we went to my regular items place, and we did some tearing of internal slips.
PLUS! me and AZLAN were dancing like hell, listening to JAY SEAN DOWN song.
HIP HOP HITS BEBEH ~
hahaha! we danced and danced, until we're damn exhausted. HAHA!
funny isnt it?
hahaha! i dont know, maybe today is my HYPER and ENERGETIC day. plus, my mood today is kinda, you know?
like, haha! crazy + hyper + energetic + dirty = EEQA THE HUGE CREATURE.
nyaaahaha! okey well i'm done here of the story from isetan..
after work, i went back home with Mama and Cik Maznah.
we took bus 31, from parkway parade. then while waiting for the bus, Akyie called me.
and we talked throughout the journey back home and PLUS! he made me laugh like a sick bustard in the bus where everyone was focusing their eyes and ears on me!
AKYIE AKYIE, my new TANGKIS! HAHA! lols (((::
when he reached home, he was craving for food from home. then we had to hang up.
and suddenly, i dont know why am i feeling that i am talking with my BESTFRIEND, KEKEL.
AND THEN, i tried to miss called him, to see whether he responses or not.
and he texted me, using his mother's number..
and said :
KEKEL: ko col ?
ME: yes, how are you?
KEKEL: mcm biase je uh. eh gaji yang tu dpt bile uh? aku nga tkde sen siak!
ME: samer uh! gaji tu dapat on 19th. nanti aku pass kau, kau nye cheque. kau tenga buatpe?
KEKEL: ah , ok . bye!
i thought that he would text me back as per normal. but i was wrong..
maybe he doesnt want to waste his mom's prepaid. ohh damn ! i kept thinking bout him..
and i've always been having bad dreams, nightmares. and every night, my heart's beating so fast! and everytime i feel like there is something's not right somewhere.
plus, i'm unsure of what's happening.
maybe i'm obsessed like what Yayat say. but, i dont think so..
oh maybe yes, maybe i kept thinking about him, till i'm obsessed, and from there i kept dreaming bout him, and having such bad feelings.
and my life's like feeling so insecure plus lack of confidence..
it's hard for me, or like let bygones be bygones. i have to let it go ~
and yes, i have to move on.. maybe it's really the time for me to change and have a new and brighter life. but aint as bright as how and when HE is there with me and in my life.
Baru je aku plan, bile aku ader umah sendiri, nak ajak dier tinggal ngan aku..
atleast, kalau dier ader, boley teman aku kalau mama ngan Kakak busy.. but, kiter hanya merancang, ALLAH S.W.T yang menentukan.
maybe i'm not the one for him, but if he's really the one for me, GOD will show that he will come back in my life, and from there i know that, he is really meant for me.
But i don't think so. hais ~
GOODNIGHT EVERYONE, :)
story of my life, searching for the right and it keeps avoiding me.
sorrow of my soul, cause it seems im wrong. really loves my company.
he's more than a man, and this is more than love, the reason that the sky is blue.
a kiss upon my cheek, as he reluctantly as if im gonna be out late.
kaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay~ out of lyrics, goodnight (:
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