Friday, July 27, 2012

Zulfeeqa Te Amo



Blissfully Attached with this guy here, named Muhammad Zulfikar Bin Zulkifli. Our R/s Birthdate is on 12th of May, the year of 2012. People may judge us, may say we aren't perfect. Or maybe, one sided basis. Biased. But, we've gone through alot. Through thick or thin. Our ups and down. Each of us suffered alot. Being hurt, those misunderstandings. The obstacles that we have undergo, the miseries that has hit us, we manage to overcome them no matter what. Yes, there has been a few times, a lot of times, where we argued, quarreled. But, that doesn't mean that we have to give up with our partners. Whatever it is, appreciate them when they're still with you. Not being regretful after losing them. You might not know, that, he's/she's the one who has been with you even how hard you are to be handled with. Its' Ramadhan. The month of Ramadhan. Where there's alot of 'ibadah' to be made. Now just finished sahur. Going to Imsak soon, then comes Subuh. Today's Friday. And i'm schooling today. (: For God's Sake, i just miss this guy alot. i'm just worried and scared if he were to leave me. :'(

& Here's a short message for him.
''Dear Baby Zully, i love you. Yes, so damn much. I Cinta You. It's almost our 3rd Monthsary. Ayg, i know you've gone through quite alot with me. You've gone through those hard times with me. My attitude, my childish-ness, my clumsiness, my hot-temper. The part where you have to overcome, and take responsible of me. Being there to support & as well as to take care of me. Getting income for me. The time we had to be separated cause of work and school issues. The part where we are unable to understand and communicate well with each other. The small matters, issues and problems that we have faced. Yes, i understand that you need time to understand and get use to me. Your immature-ness, your childish attitude, wrong mindset, and need friends around you, and the enjoyment that you need. i do understand that, ayg. I will be there to support you and help you with these. I will wait till you've finally realized your mistakes. Even does the small mistakes too. I will love you till death tear us apart. i will wait, and wait, till you drop to your knees and say, 'WILL YOU MARRY ME?'. I will, ayg.. InsyaAllah. Amin.
Ya Allah, semoga di bulan Ramadhan ini, kau kuatkanlah iman, semangat dan kekuatan kami untuk menempuh segala dugaan yang akan melanda kami. Kami berharap, kau ringankanlah beban kami pada bulan yang mulia ini. Amin. I love you sayang. i love you so much!''
#Alwaysbetwelve-0-five

Thursday, February 9, 2012

My life, just keeps drowning and drowning ~





Whad else? Ape lagi yg kau nak. Pegi lah pegi, amek lah dorang. Aku tak rugi lah okay. Please ah. Ape yang korang nak pon aku tatau. depan aku, kau cakap macam2 pasal dier, kutok2 dier, benci dier lah ape. musibot, bile depan dier, kau react laen siol. aku tak bodoh siol. kau nak belah, kau belah ah. aku dah tak kuasa ah. Hmm, takpe lah. Buat hal sendiri lagi bagos.. bawak diri masing2 suah! takya nak carik2 org.. ape nak jadi, jadi lah kan.. hmm! dah tak kuasa! :(

Wednesday, February 8, 2012

I don't care what the bloody hell people gonna say, my life, my problem, cause i face it, not you. Fcuk off!


I don't live to please anyone. And i don't do things to SATISFY anyone. My life, my problems, i face it, & you jolly well just fcuk off from my sight. Cause i don't even WISHED to look at you nor entertain such people like you. It's kinda weird, and confusing, when people tends to fake their smile while they are having other intentions. You see, what you're saying about me to people, the fact is, you're just bringing yourself down, for God's sake, please WAKE UP. okay, i'm not being harsh. but whats the use of you being given a MOUTH by GOD to even talk and confront? You dont like me, dont you. Hah -.- Then done ah. takpayah ah nak busok2kan nama aku. aku takde pon nak burok2kan kau. ape yang kau cakap sume tak betol. faham? PFFT -.- menyampah sia. binget sak. but whatever it is, im being professional here.. Hear No Evil, Speak No Evil, See No Evil (: Hahs! had fun two days ago, went for sheesha, then camwhoring. Yesterday, went for jamming. And i did uploaded one of the songs in Youtube. Still practicing. Will practice more. Sure WILL! hahs :D argh! aku nak keje~ pffft: :( sedih sia tak keje. mendak! hais. kay laa. got to go. byebye!

*siak betol, nari first day plak red light! SIGH :(*

Me, Them, US (: