could someone at least say something? HAHA! aites, i'm terribly bored. while watching hindustan movie at youtube. 'DOSTI', the show, is really damn touching. i cried, you know! haha. LOLS. hmm, you know, i've been wanting to have someone right by my side. the right one. how i wish, that i could find my true love soon. (': im feeling very lonely, didnt you guys know that? my God. hais, citer Dosti sedih sia. kalau lah ada kawan macam gitu. hais, it really does exist. but its difficult to find. ohh myyy ~ sungguh mendak nie dudok rumah, takde benda nak buat nieee ~ wahpiaaang! bosan sungguh, betool.
omg, its already 6pm sey! haha. and ohh yar, skrg tenga tgok cerita Nana Tanjung (: haha!
i am really bosan! tadik kekel miss call, anjat gegerl. baru jer bangon. dier dah miss call. dier tanya pasal next month mid, pasal expo nye kkeje. hahs! mesti nak keje punyer nieee. huhu ^.^ lols (: and one more thing, dier tanya aku, bila nak amek bear2 kau? haha! kurang asam. stakat jmpe amek bear2 je ker? saaaaampaai hati tau. haha! lols. then dier tenga busy tgok hindustan kan, so aku cakap letak dulu lor. then dah gitu, aku tgok lah cerita hindustan. haha!
NANA TANJUNG DAH PI, NANA TANJUNG JUNIOR DAH MAI! hahaha (: kekek sia citer dier. lols! hmm, pastu, si bonchet plak msg tanya tenga buat aper. haha! aper saje uh dekni, lols.! kkay, actually aku dah tatau nak cakap aper, sebab aku BOSAN! huahuahua (:
btw, semalam aku tgok cerita khurafat, sekeeejaaaap ajer. sebab cerita dier SERAM NAK MAMPOS! haha. kkay, anything, i'll update2 hor. bubbye (:
Sunday, February 27, 2011
TGIS! Thank God its SUNDAY! haha (:
hellohello! its been a long time since i've updated my bloggie (: huhu ^.^
and i;ve not been working for the past 4 days. haha! alot-alot of things that ive done, but wasnt updated here. how sad? haha! okay (:
23rd Feb '11, Wednesday.
i didnt go anywhere, cause i was sick. i told my mom that i couldnt come to work on that day. so, i stay at home the whoole day. throughout the day, was not that awesome. the noisy-ness at home. My ADK COURIER man came down to collect the item to be delivered, while i was cooking MAGGI PIZZA ADD CHEESE. then, my sis just reached home, so she asked me to cook for her too. add cheese (: haha! so after i had my dinner, i went to the bedroom, and played my facebook and everything. as the night comes by, my neighbour, Eqa, asked me whether do i wanna lepak or not. so i lepak lor.. sampai pukol 2-3 pagi. haha! which in the end, indeed, makes me did not attend work on the next day. haha!
24th Feb '11, Thursday.
so uhuh, this day, i woke up so damn late and i wasnt able to attend work, haha! and then i realised, that i had to wake my neighbour up to fetch her brother from school. so, i woke up at around 1245, i ran up to her house, and woke her. in the end, i spend the morning and noon at her house. accompanying her to cook, SAMBAL SARDINE with fishball and hotdog. haha!
after that, around 330pm i went back home. cause i got a plan with my bro, Yayat. to meet at 5pm, to belanja him icecream. but when i reached home, i was too damn tired, and its raining so heavily. so i told yat to cancel our plan, and he's very pissed off. ohh Yayat, i'm sorry? (:
then i waited till the rain stops, around 845pm, i met my jiran Eqa, and her frend, Efa. to go to Blk 337 and meet Mama Sepet (: they were having some talking. so i sat at the side lor. tatau ape lah nak cakap kan. but i was damn shock when Mama Sepet say, 'ohh, you Eeqaspade tuh eh? kawan ngan Diraspade tu?' ALAMAK, then i was like, huh? who are you sey? tak ingat. serious. haha! LOL. kkay, Eeqa, kau nie pelupa lah! HAHA. lepas tu, kita pi macdonalds mamam ice-cream, terserempak dengan si FAUZY BUDAK POPEYES. haha! lols (:
dah gitu, si Efa nie kata dier nak makan fishball soup noodle. teros kiter pi mr tehtarik lor beli bawak balek. then kiter pi, pondok, makan, teros balek. haha! pasal besoknya aku pi keje maaah. haha! lols (:
*OHH YAA! LUPA. ON WEDNESDAY, I RECEIVED MY ITEMS FROM PLUSPINK.SG. I LOVE THE PACKAGING!!!! THE BAJU AND BOTTOM NICE! BUT THE TOP IS QUITE BIG! HUHU ^.^*
*ON THURSDAY, I RECEIVED MY VEST FROM DE'GLAM PARADISE, HOW NICE! ITS VERY VERY VERRRYY NICE. HAHA!*
25th Feb '11, Friday.
this day, i went to work. i wore the new top! i mean, the vest. plus with my new hairstyle, plus neww earrings and bracelets (: awesome! i took cab to work, cause im afraid that im gonna be late mah. haha! then, when i reached my workplace. everybody say, 'WAHH SO NICE HA! YOU LOOK SO DIFFERENT~ YOU CUT YOUR HAIRSTYLE NIE LAWA!'
my oi! malu nye saya. hehe =)) ill upload my pictures soon aites? so start working, and working. until my duty has finished, the shop has closed, i went home ALONE. so i met Eqa at afgan. she says, she wanna go and buy rokok, then she say proceed to her house, cause FIE ngan Efa at her house with her mom. when i reached her house, Fie looked at me macam tak penah nampak sey! MALU OI. then i salam him, salam cik and salam Efa. then i go to the toilet and washed my feet. hmm, so we had a FUN AWESOME AND GREAT CONVERSATION. i makan with Fie, then isap rokok. bobal2, boley jadi gila sia kiterr sumer bobal ngan Fie sume. ahaha! then, around 1am i and Fie balek. cause besoknya saya keje. huhu ^.^
26th Feb '11, Saturday.
i went to work, but in the end aku lambat! haha. i reached at 230pm. haha! LOLs. lambat pe girl? gile. then dah tu, keje keje keje. balek je, macam biasa, jmpe Eqa, Efa and Isya pat afgan depan. teman dorang beli rokok pat belakang. then alek jap pass mak Eqa rokok. then we watch Nur Kasih sampai habes. then we proceed pondok 296. waited for Fie, haha! lols, our laughing stock. haha! NO LAH, JOKING AJER. haha, kesian kau member, bawak abang dier, habes tu, ader 4bini plak tuu! Eqa, Efa, Isya and aku, haha! LOLS. pecah seribu. LOL =DD
gerek uh lepak ngan dier. tros Fie kene balek nak siap2 dier nak kuar. haha ^.^
then, kiter lepak2 lah. dalam kul 2 kiter balek. pikeykan nari keje lah kan, sekali! tak lah siuuul. haha! LOLS. lets see, today aper last minute plan aku today, apape i'll update here okay BLOGGIE DEARIE? haha! AND OHH YAA! I've just been informed by My bestfriend semalam, Kekel. that HE DAH BELIKAN AKU BEAR-BEAR! yaaay-ness! HAPPY NYE! AHAHA.
lols, kaykay, nak watch citer hindustan nie, 'DOSTI' pat youtube. haha, kebelakangan nie, aku asek tengok citer hindustaaan je. gerek oi! hahahaha (:
i have a wonderful life now ~
~ i'm so happy. i love myself, i love my life, I love Allah
May Allah Bless me, Amin ~
~ May everyone live peacefully, Amin (:
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
benci dengan diri sendiri, i hate myself.
tell me, which way must i go?.. i hate myself being so stupid. do people care? do they?..
sorry for the late update! been busy with work and stuffs. plus, bile dah dapat gaji, wahpianggg! betul-nye shopping sey aku! haha. been shopping with My sis on sunday morning till noon. then, in the afternoon, been to bugis with Yat and meet my NEW FRIEND, AKYIE! hehe (:
he belanja makan, you know? hehe! exciteddd :D happy sey saya! and then dah gitu, kita pi jalan2 lor.
i bought new shoe, new pants, new accessories. AWESOME!
and in online shopping, i bought new clothes, and new lens! AWESOME with full set! hehe (:
just now, i went to Kampong Ampat under my company's office. i took Kekel's cheque. and then, i went to his house and pass him lor. i with my jiran, eeqa.
and then i met him, teros i ajak him lepak. he's with Nadia. so, i lepak with them lor.
BTW, I CUT MY FRINCH TO BANGS ALREADY. haha! masai ~ lol.
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
i need my bestfriend, i'm so lonely..
i really miss my best friend so damn much. i miss everyone. you know, when i did ever say that. ' i wanna be alone for awhile' , i don't really mean it. cause sometimes, i just need the time to have some peace. just for awhile. but then, when the time comes, which i had to suffer, i truly regret of what i've said.
haiss ~ apape pon, aku nak hug Kekel! cause' aku miss him so much lah buddoooow ~ urgh, i dont care much now, whats gonna happen, let it be. cause its not what i wanted, its Allah's decision, so yeah, i have to accept it and i cant be mad nor sad with Allah's decision. so, THANKS ALLAH FOR ALL (:
Syukran (:
alahai ~ hari ini kerja lagi. huhu ^.^ i'm off on 21st and 22nd. and hell yeah (: i'm sooo damn happy!
P.S. I HATE TWO-FACED BITCH, GIRL. STOP PRETENDING. CAUSE YEAH, I HATE YOU. NOT WITH ANY EVIDENCE ON WHAT I'M SAYING. BUT YES, I COULD REALLY SEE IT ON YOUR EYES! fcuk off lah chibai ~ thank you !
haiss ~ apape pon, aku nak hug Kekel! cause' aku miss him so much lah buddoooow ~ urgh, i dont care much now, whats gonna happen, let it be. cause its not what i wanted, its Allah's decision, so yeah, i have to accept it and i cant be mad nor sad with Allah's decision. so, THANKS ALLAH FOR ALL (:
Syukran (:
alahai ~ hari ini kerja lagi. huhu ^.^ i'm off on 21st and 22nd. and hell yeah (: i'm sooo damn happy!
♫ cause tonight's gonna be a good night !
♫
P.S. I HATE TWO-FACED BITCH, GIRL. STOP PRETENDING. CAUSE YEAH, I HATE YOU. NOT WITH ANY EVIDENCE ON WHAT I'M SAYING. BUT YES, I COULD REALLY SEE IT ON YOUR EYES! fcuk off lah chibai ~ thank you !
Monday, February 14, 2011
Happy Valentines' ? hehe (:
i've got a valentines' message from my Baby-Bestie. Hahs! (: he is so damn sweet. hearts dier banyak-banyak lah okay? He merajok with me, you know why? because i kacau him, and say, i'm gonna have a new boyfie. and he was so damn shocked! haha :DDD LOLS. hmm, i text him, he never reply sia. lol, i was just joking sia, bestie. loooools ~ i know you're afraid if there's anything gonna happen to me. hmm, okay-okay, i wont have any boyfriends okay? hahaha! LOL? but me very lonely lorrr. hmm~
yesterday, Nadia came Parkway parade, my workplace. I HUGGED HER SO TIGHTLY! huhu ^.^miss he miss her. and and ~ she bought alot alot of stuffs for Kekel, like chocolate, biscuits. she wants t make Kekel FAT! haha, LOL. omg? rabaknya! tanak eh tanak. nanti kekel dah tak muscular. hehe ~ i tak suka tau. LOLS. nanti abs dier dah tak nampak. kasi lah dier tinggi dulu. hoho (: baru kasi dier muscular siket. hahahas ! and-and you know? yesterday right, i meet Eqa, my jiran (: i met her at her house. i thought there was no one at home, BUT, there's her bf and her bf's brother. WAHPIAANGGG ~ malu siol chibai. hahaha! then i malu-malu never talk cause they disturb me with eqa's bf brother. wahsey! don't like that lei. i know i'm single lei, but not available lei ~ okay? friends can hor. but if can, i dowan. cause i very seram with guys nowadays. haha! LOL.
okay, today im working at 130pm, and im gonna bathe in a few minutes time. which indeed, i'm very the maaaalaaaaas want to mandi! AND OH YA~ ! my private school, friend, china friend, she came down my workplace too, to pass my a gift from china. she bought for me CONTACT LENS (: hehe! so excited, i guess today im wearing it? ohh no no. not today, nak work you know, not going dating. nevermind, later when i go out with my Baby-Bestie, i wear okay? so nampak JAMBU. huahua (: ITS 5MOREDAYS to my GOLDLION SALARY! awww ! how awesome? I CANT WAIT TO GO SHOPPING WITH EQA, MY JIRAN. hahas (: oh my oh my ~
kkaaaaaay, wanna go siap-siap liao! toodles. and Selamat Maulidur (:
yesterday, Nadia came Parkway parade, my workplace. I HUGGED HER SO TIGHTLY! huhu ^.^miss he miss her. and and ~ she bought alot alot of stuffs for Kekel, like chocolate, biscuits. she wants t make Kekel FAT! haha, LOL. omg? rabaknya! tanak eh tanak. nanti kekel dah tak muscular. hehe ~ i tak suka tau. LOLS. nanti abs dier dah tak nampak. kasi lah dier tinggi dulu. hoho (: baru kasi dier muscular siket. hahahas ! and-and you know? yesterday right, i meet Eqa, my jiran (: i met her at her house. i thought there was no one at home, BUT, there's her bf and her bf's brother. WAHPIAANGGG ~ malu siol chibai. hahaha! then i malu-malu never talk cause they disturb me with eqa's bf brother. wahsey! don't like that lei. i know i'm single lei, but not available lei ~ okay? friends can hor. but if can, i dowan. cause i very seram with guys nowadays. haha! LOL.
okay, today im working at 130pm, and im gonna bathe in a few minutes time. which indeed, i'm very the maaaalaaaaas want to mandi! AND OH YA~ ! my private school, friend, china friend, she came down my workplace too, to pass my a gift from china. she bought for me CONTACT LENS (: hehe! so excited, i guess today im wearing it? ohh no no. not today, nak work you know, not going dating. nevermind, later when i go out with my Baby-Bestie, i wear okay? so nampak JAMBU. huahua (: ITS 5MOREDAYS to my GOLDLION SALARY! awww ! how awesome? I CANT WAIT TO GO SHOPPING WITH EQA, MY JIRAN. hahas (: oh my oh my ~
kkaaaaaay, wanna go siap-siap liao! toodles. and Selamat Maulidur (:
Sunday, February 13, 2011
I've got a date (: but not valentine's date. huhu ^.^
awesome, plus adorable ! huhu ^.^ just got back from work. super damn tired, got such shitty-fussy customers, then got customers came back and asked for an exchange of items that was bought like, yesterday? hahaha! =.= wahpiangg ~ hoho (: tired sia.
ohh yaa, did i informed you people about me and baby-bestie? (: 3days ago was, 09Feb2011, was our 1YEAR&5MONTHS we've known each other. how awesome ha? hehe (: 7 more months, and we're superb 2YEARS. hoho :DD first time and ever, i have this loooong friendship that i treasure so very the much hor ~ haha (^^,)
ohh yaaa ~ and i'm sooo addicted to Maher Zain's song, titled 'INSYA-ALLAH' (: wahpiang ~
really touches my heart sia. like what-theee? huhu ^.^ i can cry you know, listening to that song. haha, okey like cause its a really meaningful song, read and hear the lyrics, you will cry (:
besok, and i mean, tomorrow i'm working. like, again? GOSH! promotion dah nak habes pon, kene keje. then i have to work for the remaining 5days?.. =.= like, okay ~ valentines' day coming mah. so, i guess, gonna be a hyper shopping spree, i guess? and moreover, ISETAN CRAZY SALES are coming, in a few days time. i mean like, 12 more days to go? and yes, i have to work..
where, i wanna take off on 21st, 22nd and maybe 23rd. cause i got a shopping-date, a bestfriend-date. huhu ^.^ confirm CHOP CHOP onee. no changing of the date. so yeah, must budget-budget hor. nak pay bills, nak go buy bottoms. nanti nak keluar, takde seluar, wahsian ~ who die? I DIE LAH WHO ELSE?! hahahahaaa ~ okay, like i'm laughing to myself now. crazy crappy girl aint i? haha!
you know something? i updated my blog, and after i published my post, once i've read it again, i found it very funny, you wanna know why? CAUSE IT SEEMS LIKE A COMPOSITION! where there's an every new paragraph for a new chapter! HAHA (: how awesome? huhu ^.^ chatting with my baby-bestie now at facebook, my beautiful, errr.. i mean, my handsome-dog! haha (: joking! ^^
baby-bestie has just went offline at 1215am. wahsian ~ he go and meet his Nadia (:
OHH SHIT! SISTER'S BACK. AND IM NOT WASHED UP YET IM STILL ON HER BED, DARN! see ya later, brb! =)
ohh yaa, did i informed you people about me and baby-bestie? (: 3days ago was, 09Feb2011, was our 1YEAR&5MONTHS we've known each other. how awesome ha? hehe (: 7 more months, and we're superb 2YEARS. hoho :DD first time and ever, i have this loooong friendship that i treasure so very the much hor ~ haha (^^,)
ohh yaaa ~ and i'm sooo addicted to Maher Zain's song, titled 'INSYA-ALLAH' (: wahpiang ~
really touches my heart sia. like what-theee? huhu ^.^ i can cry you know, listening to that song. haha, okey like cause its a really meaningful song, read and hear the lyrics, you will cry (:
besok, and i mean, tomorrow i'm working. like, again? GOSH! promotion dah nak habes pon, kene keje. then i have to work for the remaining 5days?.. =.= like, okay ~ valentines' day coming mah. so, i guess, gonna be a hyper shopping spree, i guess? and moreover, ISETAN CRAZY SALES are coming, in a few days time. i mean like, 12 more days to go? and yes, i have to work..
where, i wanna take off on 21st, 22nd and maybe 23rd. cause i got a shopping-date, a bestfriend-date. huhu ^.^ confirm CHOP CHOP onee. no changing of the date. so yeah, must budget-budget hor. nak pay bills, nak go buy bottoms. nanti nak keluar, takde seluar, wahsian ~ who die? I DIE LAH WHO ELSE?! hahahahaaa ~ okay, like i'm laughing to myself now. crazy crappy girl aint i? haha!
you know something? i updated my blog, and after i published my post, once i've read it again, i found it very funny, you wanna know why? CAUSE IT SEEMS LIKE A COMPOSITION! where there's an every new paragraph for a new chapter! HAHA (: how awesome? huhu ^.^ chatting with my baby-bestie now at facebook, my beautiful, errr.. i mean, my handsome-dog! haha (: joking! ^^
baby-bestie has just went offline at 1215am. wahsian ~ he go and meet his Nadia (:
OHH SHIT! SISTER'S BACK. AND IM NOT WASHED UP YET IM STILL ON HER BED, DARN! see ya later, brb! =)
Saturday, February 12, 2011
INSYAALLAH ~
till death do us apart, no matter what happens, he's still and will always be my bestfriend (:
PHHEEEEWWW ~ ! i'm so damn tired. i just got back, just now i was at work, after work ends, i met my jiran and friends at bawah blok. then my jiran blanje me makan.. awwww ~ how sweet (:
and then we lepak kejap, teros kiter balek (:
wahpiang ~ so damn tired. everyday work, piang eh ! im off on 21st, 22nd and 23rd.. and i have my plans on the first two days! woohoo ~ CONFIRM CHOOP CHOP! (^^,)
21stFeb2011: will be going out with my neighbour, Eqa. We will be going shopping and maybe karaoke? haha! LOL eh? hmm (:
22ndFeb2011: will be having a date with my bestie, Kekel (: we're gonna go karaoke, go dinner, then go watch movie! wow, awesome (: huhu ^.^ but currently, we're in good terms, only that he doesn't wants to talk to me on-the-phone. how sad ~ hmm..
wahpiang ~ ! i'm so sleepy, tmr work OT. wahpiang eh ~ teng teng liao mai ! haha (:
wo pu yao qu work! ahaha. wo yao sui qiao. haha! lol eh? hahaha (: harap lah ada full-timer china man. kene bobal bahasa cina je all the way. sarangHO betol la ~ nabui. huhu ^.^
klaaa, nak sleep bwenooo ~ ! ngantok hoo ! hhaaha. night-night OLD OWLS ! haha. toodles (^^,)
PHHEEEEWWW ~ ! i'm so damn tired. i just got back, just now i was at work, after work ends, i met my jiran and friends at bawah blok. then my jiran blanje me makan.. awwww ~ how sweet (:
and then we lepak kejap, teros kiter balek (:
wahpiang ~ so damn tired. everyday work, piang eh ! im off on 21st, 22nd and 23rd.. and i have my plans on the first two days! woohoo ~ CONFIRM CHOOP CHOP! (^^,)
21stFeb2011: will be going out with my neighbour, Eqa. We will be going shopping and maybe karaoke? haha! LOL eh? hmm (:
22ndFeb2011: will be having a date with my bestie, Kekel (: we're gonna go karaoke, go dinner, then go watch movie! wow, awesome (: huhu ^.^ but currently, we're in good terms, only that he doesn't wants to talk to me on-the-phone. how sad ~ hmm..
wahpiang ~ ! i'm so sleepy, tmr work OT. wahpiang eh ~ teng teng liao mai ! haha (:
wo pu yao qu work! ahaha. wo yao sui qiao. haha! lol eh? hahaha (: harap lah ada full-timer china man. kene bobal bahasa cina je all the way. sarangHO betol la ~ nabui. huhu ^.^
klaaa, nak sleep bwenooo ~ ! ngantok hoo ! hhaaha. night-night OLD OWLS ! haha. toodles (^^,)
Friday, February 11, 2011
WAHPIAAAAAAAAANG ~
early in the morning, at 1030am, i woke up and went to bathe for work work work. haha!
so the childish, wahpiang ~ i dont know what more to say hor. i made him happy, in the end, i get shit.
like what-the-fuck hor.. grrr~ but nevermind, what goes around, comes around. KARMA.
K-A-R-M-A, is my sweetest ever revengeance! okey-okey i'm done being bad here.
HONEST is my friend, LYING is my enemy.
KIND is my hobby, RUDE is my routine.
LOVING is my partner, HATING is my stranger.
HAHA, ohh ~ how random! LOL. i got a story. but too long to story-tell here.
well, i'll just shorten it up aite? (:
FRIENDS (:
[ K.E.K.E.L ]
1year5months on 09Feb2011, how awesome we're friends are. and i mean, BEST FRIENDS EVER.
my friend, my bestfriend, my lover, my life, my partner, and my everything (:
my darling, my abhy, my baby, my brother, my father and everything.. he's the one that i love the most. we are a part not apart. and yes, we have been through, ALOT. alot of quarrels, alot of arguments and fights :) and everything we've had gone through, throughout our 1year and 5months our friendship (: i love him more than anyone else does (:
He's my bestfriend. 090909's the date. Ohh! sounds like mataey eh? no no. we're just friends, BESTFRIENDS forever. Without him, i do not know whats life is all about. He made me realised how tough life is and what are the consequences gonna happen if i keep going on with my stupid attitude in the past. Well, because of him, he made me stronger than i ever be. He's my everything. He's a part of my life. Thanks to him, he made me special in this world. Only him will understand me and my life. Only him who will always be by my side. Dear darling bestfriend, thankyou Kekel for everything. Much`much love appreciated. May Allah Bless you always. Amin. And may our friendships lasts till death do us apart no matter what happens, we will always be together. Life's miserable without him, and yes exactly i cant like without him. oh yess, he is the ONE in a MILLION guy. and its hard to find such a guy like him, im glad and fully appreciated. The ups and downs we've faced, the bitter and sour that we've taste, and all the positive and negative thoughts, we've gone through alot of challenges, and cobaan from ALLAH, and everything. and we hoped that our friendship will last. Thanks kekel for the second chance. ILYSM BFF! ♥
[ A.K.Y.I.E ]
even though i just knew him at facebook, throughout knowing him in the net, he's sucha good friend. he gave good advices, he's a good listening ear, he's a good joker. and even though i havent ever met him yet, my intention is i wanna meet him, and i wanna know my new nice friend. he seems to be a true friend, indeed. and whatever i do, whatever i say, i knew that i could count on him. even though we've just know. a friend in need, a friend is indeed (:
i wanna make him happy whenever he's sad or mad. cause he indeed made me happy and relieve, when i'm down, and moody. thanks akyieee ~ sayang kau lah teman baru! haha. jumpa soon okay? (: take care hor. sayang Kify lebih-lebih hor okay? jaga dier baek-baek hor okay? huhu ^.^
KU DOAKAN, KORANG DUA, BAHAGIA. OKAY? AMIN YA RABBAL AL'AMIN (:
[ Y.A.Y.A.T ]
my best brother afterall. my best buddy after all. my best tangkis after all. haha!
Yayat akake was the first ever name that i know when i first known him. huhu ^.^
we've been through not that alot. we've get drunk together, work together and went for a group outing together. his attitude, my attitude. his cry, my cry (:
we're siblings. sisters and brothers (:
he's there, i will be there.. i'm there, he will be there (:
thanks bo for all the advices, the laughter, the overnight, the food, the game, the company.
and everything that you've done. thankyou thankyou thankyou ~ !
takecare dude ^^
Thursday, February 10, 2011
good morning ♥
for what ever all of you are doing now, whether you're sleeping, eating, working, fcuking, arguing and everything, wait up a sec, look here ♥
i wanna write something, wait. only for 5seconds. ohh ! hold on ~ i lost the 2. start again!
1..2..opps! wait, i've forgotten something, i wanna shit! OKAY-OKAY, STOP.
i wanna say, G-O-O-D M-O-R-N-I-N-G ! HAHAHA. okey, that was a damn lame one.
guess what? my bestie texted me back! GOSH, after a few days of not texting each other. indeed, he texted me back. awww~ how sweet. haha! the only thing that he text was.
KEKEL: fly me to the moon ~ fly me to the moon. :-(
hehes! so cute. that was the song, that i gave to him, you know like the musical box. i gave him as a memory (: awww~ so cute (: me miss my bestfriend many-many. he's my everything, my life lor.
if not, if i don't have him, i wont be having a great life now. but yeah, no matter how hard we quarrel, we fight, argue and stuffs. but still, we will still be bestfriends ♥ no body and noone will be able to separate us. and no one will ever break us apart, i love my bestfriend. alot ~ ! he's like my brother. my father, and more. haha :DD how eh? PICTURES PICTURES PICTURES. webcam webcam again? huhu ^.^ me and bestie loves webcam.
HAHA! he's very funny.. when it comes to webcam, he will start to make such weird faces, syiok sendiri. hahaha! in the end, we're laughing like helll. hahaha! ME LOVE HIM many-many. even though how suck his attitude is, and how SUCK my attitude is, we will still be together as one (1).
HEHE!
*KEKEL, KAU NIE KELAKAR TAU! AKU RINDU KAU LAH!*
it hurts, the most when....
IT HURTS THE MOST WHEEENNN..... ~
it hurts more on the days like these, on the days where i feel the worst and the days that i need you to be most nice to me and all you do is find me irritating and annoying, these days hurt the most the ones where i need you more than anyone else even when i'm not up in making you happy and i feel like i'd just bother you. these days hurt the most where i convince myself that i love you more than you do. and that any girl you speak to has the power to take you away, it's the days like these where i haven't even got the energy to argue to myself and telling myself that i'm the one that you want or that no one will ever replace me. these are the days that hurt and i just want you to put your arms around me, and promise that it will always be me. put up with me when im feeling like this. and don't keep telling me that you're always there, but prove it by being consistently there being by side, knowing whats the meaning of, 'I'm fine, and doing good' when its actually the opposite way. not changing on how the way you treated me, cause i love it when you're always there, hugging me. pampering me like no other people had did towards me. but you don't, and these were the days that really hurts the most.
when my heart says, let go. move on. be wise, i guess i have to follow.
but somehow, i feel neglected and kinda confused. cause i've always been thinking of him even though that i'm busy working, laughing at work, or even when i'm with my friends.
dammit, what do i even bother when he himself don't?! and i'm very sure that he dont even cared bout me anymore now! he has peace now. his life is in peace without me. or rather i shall say, he doesnt want me in his life anymore! why do i even bother?! OHH GOD! show me the way. the right one. i don't wanna think anything about this, but sometimes, it just turn out so badly, even my heart is saying, that i miss someone in my life badly.. who else?! who else if its not the one that i'm sooo close to, the one that i care so much! the one that i love, adore, pamper.
DAMMIT LIFE! why do i have to feel this way?
FCUK FCUK FCUUUUUUUUUUK ~
HAHA! just now, when i was leaving home for work, mummy and granny sent me to the lift.
*AWWW! HOW MANJAAA?!* THEN, there's this auntie, our block neighbour, was inside the lift, dier cakap aper tau,
AUNTIE: sape tuu? mak dengan nenek eh?
EEQA: aah, yang itu mak, yang sebelah tu nenek. hehe (:
AUNTIE: waah, manjaa nye! manja eh dgn dorg? anak yang bongsu lah nie?
EEQA: a'ah anak bongsu, manja..! ehehe. kenapa cik?..
AUNTIE: wah, sayang betul dorang dengan awak eh? bagus tuu.. kalau orang tua sayang dengan awak, bagus tau, hidop awak selamat tau.
*dah keluar lift...*
AUNTIE: ingat eh nak, dorang sayang awak tau. selamat tau hidop awak nanti. (:
EEQA: terima kasih, cik. hati-hati nye? (:
i was so damn shocked! haha, and i'm very touched.. atleast i know, even though got some other people say, im sucha loser or no one even bother, i still have two lovely elderlies ~ which is my Mom, and my grandmother. you know, sometimes they can be so damn naggy and irritating. but at times, they are very lovely. i must not forget the budi yang dorang telah berikan, dan taburkan throughout my 17years of life. i do love them, and with the encouragement that my mom gave me, i hope, i could change for the best of my future. INSYAALLAH, i'll find the way. and yes, i agree. EVERYTHING THAT HAS A DECLARATION OR A NAME, NAMELY 'MOTHER', is the best after all :') Thanks mama, for all the sacrifices. the love that you've showered to me, the pamper. the patience that you've suffered, the pain. you still remain and maintain strong for your children, especially me. ily ~
Thanks Mak, kerana mak telah banyak buat benda utk eeqa, belanja eeqa. tolong eeqa masak, belai eeqa. dan segalanya. sayang mak jugak ~
I SEEK FORGIVENESS TO THE BOTH OF YOU, AND I HOPE AND PRAY HARD THAT YOU WILL BE BLESSED BLISSFULLY BY ALLAH S.W.T, AMIN :')
huhu ^.^ i love being all so emotional. cause my sentence in english is going and doing very well. but on some mistakes, i guess there are some mixtures of eng plus malay in one sentence. haha! i love all of my family. i miss my abang, i miss my nieces. ADEK AND KAKAK, i will visit you when i'm free okay honey? ILY BOTH, MY LOVELY NIECES, DIAN AND DEELA (':
till here then my blog ends, read it, and understand it. goodnight love-lies (: takecare.
i repeat, take care of yourself (: CAUSE ALLAH WILL ALWAYS BE BY YOUR SIDE. amin.
Wednesday, February 9, 2011
life, is like a marathon.
okey people! I'm super mendak you know? tskkk ~
AND ALAMAK! IM GETTING FATTER. wahsey ~ i dont like uh. huhu ^.^
everyday work ! and ohh yaa, just now, myy sales rep aka boss, came down to our store.
and, he brief us on what happened and heard complains about not staying at counter and such other procedures. after that, we talked about sales report, paperwork and stuffs. and then!
MY BOSS GAVE ME HANGBAO! woohoo ~
VERY exciteeeed you know ~ ^_^
then my dinner, i ate kfc 2pc chicken. wahpiang eh! getting fatter and fatter lei..
hahaa :DDD
i wanna get a new hairstyle lei ~ but i dont know what style.
obviously not concave cause nampak more fat. plus chubbier.
hahaaha, thought of cutting bangs. haha!
or maybeeeee? PERM! but have to wait till my hair grows longer? haha!
ALAAAA ! si monyet bonchet cakap nampak kembang then lagi nampak BUNTAL!
geraaaaaaaam ~ how nie ehh? takkan nak layered lagik? auuu, bosan ah! haha..
what suits me best? i guess, i have to ask the professional! haha (:
sleeping soon, and plus! someone's flooding and spamming my fs.
KEEP SPAMMING PEOPLE, i like your questions (:
GOODNIGHT.
Monday, February 7, 2011
PICTURES !
my bestfriend, my brother and my new friend (:
ROBINSONS EXPO WAS SO DAMN FUN AND AWESOME.
upcoming event under Goldlion will be out soon. next month, march!
wow! AT EXPO. auuu, i so damn loove expo. seriously! huhu ^.^
these pictures, resembles us at EXPO! see that sticker we paste on our left side of our chest, that's a sticker indicating that we are the PROMOTERS :))
I MISS THOSE TIMES WE HAD FUN, JOKING AROUND, FIGHTING LIKE DIRECTLY.
it's fun. damn fun! at expo, we got alot of free food!
but too bad, our journey at expo only stretches until 27th of jan '11.
I MISS THOSE FCUKING AWESOME TIME, LIKE FOR REAL!
ON THE PHONE WITH AKYIEEEE ~ BRB!
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