whenever he's not around, i feel like so lonely. even though i have my friends and families with me.
well tell me, but now i'll tell you, no one even cares like how he cares bout me.
he sacrifices alot for me, but i dont seem to appreciate him.
and it's all about ME. YES, its all about me. and he suffers most about me.
DAMN! why am i so stupid? and because of that, miracles happened. and then, the result, I LOSE. i failed. imma lame and BIG loser.
i know, i do suck. but merely when i'm with someone that i love. the only is that, it happen so randomly without me even realising it. come on eeqa, buck up. put your focus more on yourself. dont think of others. sudah lah eeqa, that's enough. even your own brother is sick and tired of hearing the same damn thing, but you arent even focusing on yourself. just dont think of him first, your attitude is your main priority for GOD SAKE. its for the best of you. the best of your future. whenever you mixed around, people will want to get to know you better. so change before everything, and i mean EVERYTHING, ends. and thats where they call it, not a happy ending, but A SAD/HURTFUL ending. okey?..
when we fought, after this miracle thing happen, my phone went so silent. seriously ~
even my own mother is tired to always entertain me.
the reason people not entertaining me is that, one thing, i dont seem to understand them sometimes.
and yet, i did went overboard..
HAIS, if only he is here, with me, by my side. but yet, to no avail.
nasik dah jadi bubur. dah terlambat, and its just too late to apologize. :')
get a life, a freaking new life. turn over a new leaf. :')
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