The year 2015 past quite fast and it's already April? I wonder why time flies so fast. Anyway, 1 more month to Zul's birthday, and 1 more month to out 3rd Year. It's been tough, the journey together, isn't easy. It has been a rough journey for us. But Thank God we manage to go through it together. More years to go, In Shaa Allah. And hey! yeah, i'm at work though. ending in 15 mins time. It's kinda bored on a Tuesday night, but yeah we can do what we want when there's nobody in the office. Alhamdulillah it has been a month working here. My cheque will be ready between 1 to 7 of April. Can't wait to get my pay. Oh! Poly results will be out on 9th of April. I'm not pretty sure whether i should feel nervous, or thrilled or delighted or excited. It's hard to make people understand why we need to work for our own money for the sake of our own expenses. But here's a message for some of you who would like to understand more of what is going through in my mind right now.
Being the youngest child of age 22 in the year of 2015, it is hard to make the move which in a situation where you would like to spend and shop for your own, cause, HEY, i'm growing & i wanna enjoy before i lose the chance. At this kind of age, is where you would like to meet new people, travel and shop for your own clothes & makeups! But thinking through, what people has been saying and advising me was, Education is important as it helps you to get a better job with a better pay. Yeah, i understand that. But when you have bills and own groceries to pay, you find it work is more important than anything else. I mean, Money. I mean, not that we can't work while schooling. We can do so, why not? I mean i have been working plus schooling throughout the 3 years in ITE. But the thing is, it's different when you got a place in Poly. I'm not saying that I will get a place in Poly, but it will be GREAT to be a poly student. It really means that the hard work I made really does paid off! You know, this is what i'm talking about. Dilemma, Confusion, Complicated.
I was thinking of having a break and to work these months until the next application of Poly is out. Meaning, next year, 2016. But they said it will be different next year and you know why wanna waste another year? Well to me, i guess my idea was to work on a period of time and do up some savings. Once I'm stable, I may continue schooling. But, that's another point. I won't be sure if i would have the interest to continue schooling by then. Haaaaa. another confusion. Another dilemma.
But, it's okay though. No big deal. For me now, if i do get into poly, I will be the happiest girl in the world. Like, you know? You finally made your family proud for things that you've done! I won't miss the chance though, really! But the thing is now, I don't know if i do get into poly, or no. That's the only thing that couldnt stop me from thinking, and making me stuck with my plans for Zul's birthday surprise. I will leave this to Allah S.W.T, may he lead me to the right path. Amin.
Okay guys, gotta go. See ya tomorrow! I mean, will continue typing tomorrow. Gotta do closing now! Well, who doesn't wants to go home right? Thank you for reading!
GOODNIGHT <3
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