I was chased out of the house.

So do my family. We've got no where to go. My sis went to her friend's house, she walked off and out of the house then off to North area. Sighs ~ I've got no where to go. Shit happens again, But till when? Tomorrow's Beikel is coming down to Tampines and have a family talk where everyone of us must be gathered together and explain every single thing that had happened. I'm sick and tired of these. I don't want any of our siblings or relatives to know about this. But Beikel is trying to help, so just leave it to him. I don't wanna speak out. Cause balek-balek mesti aku jugak yang kene, betol? Yeah, right, that's true.. 

I'm confused, and i don't know what else to do. Hati saket, tau? Not even like, anyone wants to know what happened to me. And yes, i'm trying to leave and stay far-far away from everyone here. I wanna leave everyone who knows me. And i wanna live my own life. But i just can't. Cause all i wanted was to be with my mother ALWAYS! I can't be apart from my mom. I need her. Yes, i really need her. Furthermore, i can't live without her nor my sister, so PLEASE ALLAH, janganlah kau pisahkan kami bertiga hanya kerana sesuatu masalah yang besar sebegini. :'( Okay cut these craps. I fought with my 2nd aunt, sampai terkoyak tangan aku semua. Then, suddenly, while lepak-ing, mama called me, she told me that we have to move out from that house today. But, where must we go?! Otak aku buntu tao. Aku tatau mane nak tinggal nie. I cried, then Sufi came to me, and pushed me, well, he was joking, so he said 'SORRY SORRY'. then Ted came with bicycle, cause they were going off home. so they came and salam me. i cried non-stop till Eqa and Chubby came. See? i told you. I am so proud to have them around with me. I'm so thankful to them. I love them so much. Thanks for being there with. Thankyou. :')

I miss Kekel. Yes, i miss him so damn much. I'm sorry for what i've done. i know, perangai aku super merepek. tapi itu pasal aku tak puas hati. i'm sorry Kekel. I'm sorry. But what's over, is over. Let bygones be bygones. He will and can not accept me back. It's okay. Trust me, i can do better in life without him. I promise myself. I will not disappoint Mama, Kakak nor myself. I want everybody to be proud of me. Hais, got to go. I'm sleepy. Got to wake up early cause tomorrow i'm working. Goodnight :)