if you're trying to ask me, i'll say, i don't know and i don't even want to know.
it hurts, yes it does. fear? kinda. serik? guess so. tired, of course i am.
not wanting to say that i fallen in love for upteen times. no. but, after what i get, it hurts me alot.
ohh! standard, that's normal. but, urgh~ i'm getting sick&tired of talking bout this.
cause it's not important. haha! i mean, yes it does. but when you're ready lah please? ^^
i don't know, like why on earth am i feeling all so lonely? when i, myself, know that, i can do this.
i can move on. i can! but, this feeling kept disturbing my mindset.
ohh dear, i miss having someone by my side.
i miss having someone keeps looking for you.
i miss having someone hugging me.
i miss joking around, despite rough or soft.
everything, every memories, every happy hours, every sad hours, our hard times, our angry moments.
i miss everything in 'US', but it's over.
its over. like seriously, its over. everything's over. hais~
no point, useless. no use. there's nothing more that i could do.
i don't want our US to come back. even though how painful i suffer, even though how i deep i missed him.
i have to buck up, i have to move on. i can't do much.
i don't wanna say anything much actually. and i don't think there's anyone out there who wants to know me better.
actually, dier punye pasal lah kan. haha^^
okay-okay, get back to the story. there's nothing much to say.
but, i know, there's still much more things that i want to say.
Malu, aku malu. kenapa family aku macam gini?
mana kawan-kawan. korang tau tak, aku dah malas tao.
aku takot nak berkawan. semuanya sekali!
senang, aku nak berkawan aku nak jalani hidop nie, tapi aku takot.
buatpe aku nak takot? there's no use of being scared of. right?
okay, make it simple, i wanna make friends, but the worst thing is that, i'm afraid of showing off my attitude, my behaviour, yang kirakan macam dorang tak suka, so bila aku nak berubah, aku susah. that's the main thing.
nevermind, maybe aku haros menonjolkan perangai sial aku banyak2, pekik2, buat biseng.
don't worry, we have our limits.
at least i know, my mistake, rather than nie betina sundalan, yang nonok dah keluar kepala budak, aper cer eh?
ahahaha ^^ nevermind (:
whoooops whooooops! IPHONE-4 is gonna be mine soon! can't wait! woohoo 0.0
jealous aren't you? i know! haha (:
okay, cut! hmm, you know what? i masok anugerah you know.
and then, i sang 'MENGHITUNG HARI' by Kris Dayanti (: hehehe^.^
sekali, TEEEET! RED COLOUR DAH! tak dapat. BUT! my abang kandung, dapat!
huhu^^ padahal, it was a last minute registration tao. my abang from work, he came down and register for the very last minute. huhu^^ cute or what? haha :DDD nevermind.
my whole family's at home. except for my mother. busy working. my brother's practising for his 2nd audition.
on 26th March, saturday at 2pm (:
hehe! i got no mood. like seriously, i dont know why?
takde mood, mendak, kalau boley macam nak keluar aje. tapi tanak lah kan.
OHH! seen all those pictures down there? ohh well, i'm too tired to story-tell bout the pics.
so, the pictures says, 'nevermind, i'll story-tell it for you. cause i have proofs of what you're doing.' hahaha!
well, there you go! everything's there. apparently, there are more. but, you know. my hands are tired.
HAHAHAHA! pity you readers. but, will update more later aite dudes and dudettes? huhu ^___^
i miss my tangkis, i merajok with him. because he didnt made it to came down for my auditions for anugerah.
how sad? saaaaampaaaai hati kau. but he dont wanna pujok. eh? WHAT FOR PUJOK KAU POLAR BEAR!
conSPERM conSPERM dier cakap gitu pnye! haha. sometimes eh, aku kene jaga2 tao.
because, at certain times, i went overboard. terlalu ngada-ngada. haha! but, sometimes, i will cover my bontot,
and say, alah! aku gurao je peee? haha^^ lols. sometimes, bila aku nak tegor orang, entah eh.
sometimes, to them dorang tak suka.
then kalau aku tak tegor, dorang cakap aku bukan kawan.
wahpiaaaaang~ entah lah ehk. i'm getting even more confuse. don't worry.
i'm trying to avoid myself from them. hehe ^^
okay, till here then. i'm off. cause my hands are getting cramp. and i think, i'm hungry? like again?
------------------------ 10 mins later -------------------------------------------------
sorry! was busy karaoke-ing with my sis and abang. woohoo~!
sorry hor! h a h a h a ! ^^ boring kepe? tau takpe. then, my perot start to ache, how eh?
hmm.. nevermind. redhakan je perot aku saket. eh? hahhaha! kay mepek.
EH MTL LAH ABEH? haha! loooool. keeeeeey, EeqaSyafiqah Montel nak undur diri.
dier cakap, dier dah nak gila, baek jangan layan. kalau tidak, dier jadi giler. haha! MAMPOS ^^
TOODLES!
- EeqaSyafiqah, will always be (:
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