my lovely family, me, mama and kakak (:
i love you guys. you're always in my heart till i die ♥
trusting someone isn't easy. you have to know their backgrounds, their behaviour and attitude. you can't trust someone just like that. you have to know them deeply, and then you will see their true colours. you see, sometimes people don't seem to understand, what's the meaning of everything behind it. it's not of you being so obsessed with them nor how they look through appearance. you know, appearance only could DISGUISE everything that is in their heart. it's about how you feel the bond between you and them. words too ~ they are the perfect definition of lies. everyone knows that. and its very clear that, these kind of people do exist. its a matter of, till where you may survive in all of the acts. don't you realize that, whenever you are with your friends, you have to think wisely and becareful of the things that you gonna say. everything we do, there's a link in it. sometimes, we don't bother bout this. but when miracles happen, you'll then realize it. that's life. life, it's a cycle. everything in life, is a cycle. like for example, karma. you believe in karma don't you? see? it's a cycle. so does in a relationship. all of these are common. for those who don't realize it tell now, lemme tell you this, 'HELLO, IT'S 2011 MY DEAR. OPEN UP YOUR EYES! IT'S TIME FOR YOU TO THINK WISELY, OKAY?' *clap hands* that's it. why am i being so serious? h a h a !
just got back from lepak, again. but this time, i reached home damn early. wanna know why? because, tomorrow, i have to wake up early, to meet Kak Dyaa at her house! h a h a. movie marathon ~ wait-wait, why am i being so hyper-excited-over-energetic? ohh, maybe, its illusion. or! obsessed with movies, i guess? nope2, its only that, i miss Kak Dya, miss chatting with her. sharing with her about her business and stuffs. oh gosh! i'm so shy to meet her tmr! hee~ ^.^
previously, in the afternoon, i met my facebook customer, Nadia Ismail. I sold one of my kimono dresses which i rarely wear. so, i decided to sell it off on facebook. and one of my customer, was interested in my dress. so she bought it from me, through meet-up. after that, me and mama went to Tampines 1 to look out for her hair accessories for her 'Dinner&Dance', this coming monday (:
*my tummy was rumbling of hunger!* so i told my mom that i wanna have dinner!
so, we went to century square, food culture. while waiting for kakak, my mom went to order the food and drinks. i ate Homemade Fried Ban-mian chicken + EXTRA SPICY! wooooah ~ i just love spicy food!
after we had our dinner, we continued browsing for mom's hair accessories.
plus, i bought new spectacles! h a h a (: 'sape yang shopping skrg eh?' haha!
mama got her stuffs, and so we proceed home. we reached home around 830pm.
10pm, i met my friends at pondok 296.
Sharul malu-malu D O G nak mintak rokok tapi segan. P u i ! haha, joking only!
until now. so, problems again? mind me not sharing it here. its the same damn family probs.
i've got no one to turn to now. maybe yes, i do. but, they aren't as close to me like last time. and i dislike negatively saying, 'Bile ada masalah carik aku, bile tenga happy, lupa aku.'
everything, even small issue does matter, you see? and i'm sorry if i do repeat my mistake over and over again in such issues which i dont have the intention to forget about. my friends, you know for the one i love so much, i treasure you guys. and i appreciate you guys. especially Yayat. i'm seriously in a deep guilt. sorry my brother.
and yes, despite all the fights, the harsh words, the bad manner, the pain, i still remember my true friends.
don't ask me why out of the sudden okay? cause i could feel it in my heart, my friend.
it's not of whoever came up to me about this issue. but, as a true friend, i know how it feels being neglected.
and being ignored.
1. Yayat, you are one of my friend in my heart ♥
2. Akyie, you are one of my friend in my heart ♥
3. Kekel, you are one of my friend in my heart ♥
4. Trish, you are one of my friend in my heart ♥
5. Eqa, you are one of my friend in my heart ♥
*Guys, all of you are my hero. and yes, i love you (:
*Girls, all of you are my heroin. and yes, i love you (:
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