Monday, March 7, 2011

how's my day? great outside, sad inside.

Saturday, 5th March 2011 


i reached Kak Dya's house at 230pm. bought for her oreo chocolate bubble tea. and when i enters her house, i saw, Ain, Her mom, and her auntie with her friends. my got! so malu. haha!
so yeah, i went into Kak Dya's room, was waiting for her to transfer the movies to her usb.
and then we watched through her LED TV! wow! sooo awesome (:
unfortunately, i got no pictures when im with Kak Dya. how sad. and then, after loading all the movies. she offered me to eat first before watching the movie. so, i went to the kitchen and self-serve myself with the foods served in the kitchen. 
after eating, i went into Kak Dya's room again, and we chose to watch 'BURLESQUE'. the show was so damn AWESOME and entertaining. i love CHRISTINA AGUILERA! like seriously! while watching, Kak Dya's friend, which indeed, my facebook friend, Zul Raphael arrived. so he played computer games with Ain, while me and Kak Dya continued watching the movie.
haha, after the show ended, it ends around 530pm. WHICH APPARENTLY, Kekel's back home from Ang Mo Kio! YIPEEEE ~ i was so damn happy when i saw him jenguk-jenguk pat tingkap bilek from luar umah. hahaha! so ccute! 
after watching Burlesque, me and Kak Dya remembered that got Hindustan show. cause it was saturday. so we decide to watch hindustan, half-way, titled, 'RACE' .
after that, the whole family went into Kak Dya's room, and we watched 'KHURAFAT'.
Kekel was beside me, and my pinggang was so damn pain sia! haha. and so, i lean on his back, and he leaned on mine. haha! so we proceed to our so called dinner-supper at western food.
around 1120pm, me and Kekel left. (:






fortunately, i got to meet Kekel at his house after movie marathon, we went to western food and have our so called dinner+supper. then me and Kekel proceed Tampines. we ton! yaay. 
i miss him so dearly. and aku dapat hug dier! yay! sayang sey kau bachen~ =PP
thank you darling Kekel, for spending the time with me and sorry for troubling you coming down all the way from Kallang to Tampines (: me always love you !


Sunday, 6th March 2011 






Happy Birthday To Tiara Dian Arleeana! (:
so cute, see? she's there the smallest one, wearing the pretty crown (:
my dear nieces! i miss them alot! and i got to kiss them, hug them! 
argh! miss them so much! AUNTIE MOK WILL ALWAYS LOVE DEELA AND DIAN always!
muah muah!
*however it is, there was something happened before this party..*



When me and Kekel ton, we were with Eqa, and Isya. after Isya went home, Eqa texted Fie using my handphone. and Fie confessed to me about his feelings to me. i was damn shocked!
but! upon expressing all those junks to me, how silly i could be when i didnt even realize that KEKEL WAS BESIDE ME! dammit. to shorten up the story, around 6am, Kekel decided to go home, which actually! i was supposed to follow him back home. cause i insist to. but then, after he heard my story bout Fie's expressions and stuffs. He insisted me not to come along, cause he dont wanna think about it. how stupid and silly i was!
Eqa saw how his face reacts, and how his face changes. and how his attitude changes after that incident happen. bodoh kan aku! tskkkkkk ~
then, we sent Kekel at the bustop, but he didn't even talked to me. I DIDNT KNEW HE WAS HURT. I DIDN'T KNEW HE LOVED ME? :'(
Eeqa, you're stupid but not wise enough to think. its so obvious that he loves you lah chibai! hahaha. then, i went home, and never sleep. cause me and Eqa thought that Fie's gonna call one of us at 9am cause he wanna meet us. but he P A I T A O- kia. hahaha! lols, joking je kaay?
huhu ^.^ then aku tertido, sampai pukol 530pm. WE WERE LATE TO DIAN'S BIRTHDAY PARTY! huhu ^.^ when we reached their house, citer Khurafat again? hahahaha! then, after cutcake, we went back home. 
and i met Eqa, Chubby, Syamir, Sufi, Min, An, Sharul, Sham, Bull, Don. 
then around 12am i went back home. till now, playing lappie. hahaha!


me love him, and i cant love any other guys other than him.
i dont know why ~ he's always in my heart. i didn't meant to reject you. i like you, but i'm sorry, you're not honest towards me. so, i'm sorry. 
for the first time, aku reject lelaki yang suka aku and choose aku. kenapa eh?
entah, padahal aku suka dier. cuma naah~ not ready yet lah okay?
btw, yayat. kau memang macam Tuhan bagi aku. you made me realize that being afraid is only an excuse. and i have to accept every God's creation plus the challenges that he pour to us. (: thanks Yat, for making me realize.
*even though he leave us, its not us who loses anything. its them, cause i know, i've given everything to him. i've been honest, i've trusted him, i've loved him so dearly, i;ve sacrificed everything for him, i've spent my time alot with him and neglects everything that i suppose to attend to but i still spend my time with him, i've been sincere, i've been contacting only him, and i've been doing everything for him. so if he leaves me, he loses me, he loses my honesty, he loses my time for him, he loses my trust, he loses my sacrifice, PLUS, he loses the happiness that i gave him. so, cheer up Eeqa. if he is really meant for you, he'll come back to you.*

NIGHT ALL LOVELIES, 






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